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(no subject) [Nov. 21st, 2005|10:57 pm]
[mood | sad]
[music |sparta]

I feel so helpless today.

That's all i can say.
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aghhh [Oct. 17th, 2005|07:19 pm]
[mood | sick]
[music |yellowcard]

So today I had a classical mech. test and right in the middle of it I got a terrible headache and felt like I was gonna spew puke all over the place...So basically I had to leave the test early because every time I thought harder the puke crept more and more up my throat. What an excellent time to get sick hahah and now (3 hrs after the test) I'm starting to feel better, how crappy is that :(

This past weekend I went out to eat with licia and her family. It was a great time, that girl makes me so happy! And licia why is it every time I go over to your house your sister has to touch me in a perverse way hahah not funny. So friday all of us are going to a corn maze/haunted house/hay ride! That should be an interesting time. Last time eric, neal and I went to one, one of the guys who worked there grabbed me by the throat, and it turned out to be my cousin inlaw hahah. Alright well Im off to lab.
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FINALLY UPDATED (for my love licia) [Sep. 22nd, 2005|06:40 pm]
[mood | happy]
[music |death cab]

This is the first time I have updated this thing in forever, and it is only because licia wants me to. But if that's what she wants of course I'll do it. Ever since the semester started things have been crazy, no time to ever really relax and the only time I get to see my baby is at night :( I can't wait til winter break to go skiing and go up to visit lindsey with licia and eric. That's gonna be so much fun.

So tomorro night I am taking licia out on a date whether she likes it or not :o) Maybe I'll take her out for some pasta because I know she loves it and then to a movie. and afterwards maybe hang out with some friends I haven't seen in forever...that's if they decide to answer there phones.
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(no subject) [Mar. 6th, 2005|12:55 pm]
No more livejournal for Ryan.  Just MySpace.  Here's the link:

http://www.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewProfile&friendID=5183279&Mytoken=20050302181551
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ahhh [Feb. 25th, 2005|11:08 am]
[music |Everytime I Die]

Fear Before The March Of Flames show tomorro!!  Going with my bro and it should be a crazy time.  Aside from that I have a test to study for right now....I really do not like tests and why do they have to be worth so much of my grade?:( 
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(no subject) [Feb. 9th, 2005|02:31 pm]
[mood | excited]
[music |It Dies Today]

Yippeee!...I just heard back from my first grad school and I got accepted to UB.  Praise be to God!!  Now all of my nervousness is gone...and even if I don't get in to Brown or Yale I'll have a good school to go to. 
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If you dare [Feb. 5th, 2005|12:39 pm]
[mood |determined]
[music |The Beautiful Mistake - Fragile Fingers]

[01] Reply with your name and I will write something about you.
[02] I will then tell what song[s] remind me of you.
[03] Next, I will tell you who you remind me of, celebrity/animated or otherwise.
[04] Last, I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
[05] Put this in your journal!
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(no subject) [Feb. 3rd, 2005|07:28 pm]
[mood | calm]
[music |Anatomy of a Ghost - On To Morning Stars]

Well it has been a while since I wrote in this thing....last weekend went to a "prom" party at mary's with my bro, eric and betsy...it was sweet haha.....betsy let eric neal and I borrow some dresses....we wore them for like 5 minutes and when they started to rip we - back to normal clothes...although when we got bored eric put his dress back and some guy grabbed his chest...hah....it was funny.   And there was also this older sophisticated looking black guy at the party drinking wine...well towards the end he went to go outside and you have to walk down some steep stairs....well he must have slipped and he ripped this like 30 foot railing off the wall....haha I didn't see it in person but I laughed really hard when I heard about it...I prolly shouldn't be laughing though....well I am going to watch the grudge now...good nigh everyone.
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ROAD TRIP [Jan. 20th, 2005|12:03 pm]
[mood |Dizzzzy from my coffee]
[music |well I wanna listen to The Bled]

Well in just a couple hours I will be on my way to Providence with my dad!!.....it sucks that my bro isn't able to go though.   I start my Stat. Phys II class today...kinda nervous cause it's gonna be quite challenging....a challenge is always a good thing though...at least that's what I think.....but I need to get back to studying...
A Thorn For Every Heart next Wed at the Mowhawk!!!.....yehhhhhh
Well I am outta here...peace
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arming the bomb to my heart [Jan. 19th, 2005|07:27 am]
[mood | frustrated]
[music |Thursday-War All The Time]

HAHA..that's a sarcastic laugh if you were wondering...well I went to a physics talk at UB yesterday and when I got to UB the place was packed...I figured class started next week but I was wrong..SHIT..and I missed my first Stat Phy II class....I was so mad.  It really doesn't make sense that cross registration isn't until thursday when classes started the tuesday before!!...what the heck is wrong with them!!  So yeah I guess the spring semester has already started for me and I am not prepared...ohhh well I can't do anything about it now.  I'm am excited about thursday afternoon though...off to rhode island and conneticut with my bro and father....CAN'T WAIT!!
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Someday.....who knows.... [Jan. 11th, 2005|07:21 pm]
[mood | peaceful]
[music |Thrice-cold cash and colder hearts]

The show my bro and I went to at the icon was sweeet.  For some reason people were moshing and thrashing to Hawthorne Heights...haha....who knows what they were thinking.  I took a test in my history class and thought I did really bad...but actually I got a B-....yesss....I'm taking it P/F so I only need a D.  This means if I do good on Friday's test I can relax. 
A thorn for every heart is coming to town on the 26th...should be cool but for some reason the are playing at the mowhawk place....I hope not that many people are plannig on going cause that place is really small.  Oh and Wide of the Mark's will soon be called Speakerfire.  There last show as WOTM is on the 21st....it stinks that I'm gonna miss it...but I will be visiting Brown and Yale with my awesome family.  I'm excited
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(no subject) [Jan. 8th, 2005|08:37 pm]
[mood | curious]
[music |Evergreen Terrace]

Tomorro will be awesome.  First I'm off to church with my family...maybe even sing in the choir.....who knows.  Then I have to read for my totally boring 20th century europe class, although the one book on hitler, stalin and mussolini is really interesting.  After that my bro and I are off to the Spitalfield and Hawthorne Heights show at the Icon.   It should prove to be a crazzzy time....maybe Josie will go too.....I'm not sure but you should Josie. 
Well Twister is on right now so I am giong to watch it.  Good night everybody.

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What am I doing here...someone please tell me [Jan. 7th, 2005|05:01 pm]
[mood | amused]
[music |nada right now]

Wellllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll.....I really have nothing to write about Im just bored.  I convinced emily to start her own journal...you're awesome emily.....Im just waiting for my bro now, so we can go to the track meet...................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................Wedensday night josie, my bro, mary, lisa and I went to la luna.  It was a good time.  We even met some cool girls.  Afterwords we went to jim's and I stole mary's coats for a lil while....or maybe she let me borrow them...i can't remember ...but thanks mary.  Regardless we'll hafta do it again next wed.  See you all later.
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Anything is better than this feeling [Jan. 3rd, 2005|07:35 pm]
[mood | happy]
[music |Saosin]

New Years was awesome! Went party hoppin with my bro, paul, josie, shann, and acouple others. At josie's friends house this guy had his own bar and was making these crappy mix drinks. Haha and then my bro and him were doing funnels and we listened to terrible rap music, fun fun time. Then we went to the Pink til like 4 in the morning. Some cool people were there but we didn't find any cute girls, bummer. Today I started intersemester and I already can't wait to get it over with. My one history class is so boring, this old guy was telling stories for thrreee hours. Good news though, the physics graduate admissions guy from Brown got back to me and I'm going there in a couple weeks to tour the department and talk with some faculty. I'm excited. Well I have to get back to reading my european history books.

Betsy, josie told me your car broke down, sry. I hope it wasn't the oil that needed changing, jk. Give me a call sometime!
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I have no friends who make my heart attack [Dec. 27th, 2004|07:35 pm]
[mood | peaceful]
[music |Spitalfield]

It has been awesome having a little time off from school. This is the first week my brain has been able to rest in soo long, hehe. Christmas was great, going to church and just hanging out with my family. One more week of peace and quiet and then it's back to school for me.
Hawthorne Heights/Spitalfield show on the 9'th and Snapcase supposedly plays their last show ever on the 22'nd!! If you are reading this Josie you should come with! I hope you and betsy are having a good break and we should all get together sometime soon.
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(no subject) [Nov. 22nd, 2004|07:29 am]
[mood | tired]
[music |count the stars]

The matchbook romance show ending up being sold out on friday so that was a bummer. So my bro, marinna, nita, paul, jake and I hung out at xtreme wheels instead. It was sweet cause we got in for free. Yeah they have this new black bouncer and he's really funny. He wears swim goggles and thinks he's a fighter from digimon.
After the show we went to tops. At tops jake was wearing ear plugs and we pushed him around in a cart while he told everyone in a slurred voice, "im not deaf just wearing earplugs" haha it was hilarious and we got lots of looks. Well when we got back to jakes house, after all of us tried running eachother off the road, we made some pizzza and that was it. Awesome night!! Well I' off to get some work done. Betsy and Josie, we ought to have lunch tuesday give me a call. Later
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(no subject) [Nov. 19th, 2004|07:50 am]
[mood | content]
[music |thrice]

Going to the matchbook romance/midtown show tonight with my bro and maybe a few others. It should be an awesome time. Josie you should come with us...I'll give ya a call later. School is crazy lately though...I have so much to do and I can never catch up. I can't wait until this semester is over and it starts SNOWING!!!
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(no subject) [Nov. 10th, 2004|07:48 am]
[mood | touched]
[music |Postal Service]

Well Josie and betsy made me get this stupid live journal, and what am i supposed to write about? .....haha.... you two are lucky that i like you. Well I don't have much to say and who's gonna read this anyways. Played church vball last night!! It was sweet and we even won a couple!1
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